ARGH I should be working. I have the document open, and I keep looking at it, but then nothing happens. I keep refreshing LJ and facebook, but nothing's happening here, either XD Oh, well. My mom called again mostly to show off her webcam, which of course didn't work XD Ah, technology lol I feel like I've wasted the entire day - it's nearly 6:30 and all I have done is buy laundry detergent and scour offbeatbride.com because, loath as I am to admit it, I'm such a girl. I don't even remember where I got the link (it was only like 2 days ago as well O_o;), but I have read SO many terrible love-poems and awful in-ceremony readings today...Then again, there were also some really great ones. This is especially irritating a) because it reinforces the point above about girliness and b) because I had started a .txt to keep my favorite ones in and foolishly didn't save after every one (like I usually do) so when something froze Anton utterly (I'm pretty sure it's Skype doing it actually), I lost the file. ;_; Oh, well - I'll just have to do it again! >:D

GOD I'm useless today. But I really, really, really need to get this work done. The more I think about it, the higher the panic rises...somehow, though, I can't seem to find the motivation trigger. D: I'm hoping that when I switch my playlist momentarily all will be better. I will figure out how to make myself do this because I have to. Grrr I hate this kind of thing. Also I think St Jude (lost causes) is falling down on the job because I've had his medallion on for like 2 weeks and how much work have I done? None. None at all. This is bullshit. Oh, well...Maybe he's just busy and trying to refer me to St Rita (hopeless causes).

also I keep thinking how very far away Singapore is...[/girl]